Currently Playing Aquarium By Aqua see related

Dancing was such fun!

Highlights of the evening:

Currently Playing Savage Garden By Savage Garden see related

I really wish people could keep their fucking dogs on chains, behind fences, or inside when they are not able to be with them. Especially big dogs.

It's really effed that I can't even walk home from the bus stop without a big huge gigantic dog barking, growling, and following me home for a fourth of the mile about ready to rip my head off because I pass his owner's yard.

Thank god I can almost drive.

Mainstream "alternative" music (as it's called) is a disgrace. (Hawthorne Heights, blink 182, Crossfade, Linkin Park, Story of the Year, etc) All of the bands sound the same, and though it's very rare that I turn MTV on or listen to a station besides the oldies... I am completely annoyed by how everything sounds the same, and the lyrics are all typical and angst-ridden. Whatever happened to having a hidden message and maybe a little depth... instead of  "I cut my wrists to relieve the pain and my life sucks so bad"... alright... so I'm a John Mayer whore... but at least he sings about sex instead of angst.

Anyway. I went out to Ladue today. Some ass hole in a stupid flame shirt made a pass at me in front of my little sister.

So some random girl with ICP in her screen name IMs me last night and calls me a poseur. Why? Because my screen name is xxVIVA glam... which she stupidly mistakes for me taking from Bam Margera (pukes) and making it all "preppy". Riiight. I tell her it's a lipstick campaign. Cha. Stupid kiddies.

PS Justin. I know you got my screen name from here and not from that Kat girl (who doesn't even know me)... and I know you used to print out my entries and all read them. : )

Currently Playing Twice Upon a Time: The Singles By Siouxsie & the Banshees see related

Sometimes I really have to wonder if the only things I think about are good marks, my vanity, and boys. And the third? Most of the time I'm repulsed by them. I hate the straight ones. The gay ones (being a fruit-fly) I can only have sexually... And the rest I care nothing about. Even on the slim chance that I actually fancied someone.... I wouldn't want to care for them, just because it seems like a bore to me. I must be anti-sexual (props to Brendan for that word) or something. Maybe I just dislike both sexes equally. Either that or I'm a man-hating lesbian, and I don't even know it. Or maybe not.

Excuse me for that blurb or nonsense.

Anyway, I truly think I hate freshman "poseurs" or "mall gawths" or whatever you want to call them. They walk around with bracelets up to their elbows, bondage pants, and Manson garb. And they call themselves "goth". It's sick. Not only is beyond ridiculous to stereotype in such ways... its ridiculous to cut yourself, whine for attention, diss "preps", and call yourself "goth" because you do so. Thank god our class doesn't have any.

There are these two freshman girls (see above) in my cooking class.. and they sit there and make lame jokes that weren't even funny in eighth grade... and they sit there and burst our eardrums with their incesantly loud laughter. They make their assumptions about everyone based solely on the way they dress and who their friends are... and I'm about to just walk up and punch one of them in the fucking nose.... and though I may not because of the A+ program... I will not hesitate to make them look like complete arses in front of their peers.

And I'm through.